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by Big Aluminum

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1.
I'm scared that what we have right now, Is the best that it will ever get, Maybe we're not meant to be happy, But we are not meant to regret, All the things that make us human, And all the things that make us wet, So just remember to lock the front door, When you put out that cigarette, Most nights I have trouble remembering, But tonight is one I won't forget, And maybe I'm just nervous, Girl I promise this has never happened before, And I know you don't deserve this, But we're doing a disservice, Cause I'm pretty sure this shouldn't be a chore, Shouldn't be a chore, You're just a trip that never takes off, Held back by student debt, You know it's never what you wanted, A lot more empathy than sex, Cause girl I'm just a pinata, Stuffed to the brim of course, And you're a 10-year-old boy, Just learning about his parent's divorce, Maybe I'm just nervous, Girl I promise this has never happened before, And I know you don't deserve this, But we're doing a disservice, Cause I'm pretty sure this shouldn't be a chore, Shouldn't be a chore, And it may feel like hell to you, But to me it sounds just fine, Like you're in the middle of the room, When two freight trains collide, You may make it partway through, Before you throw it to the side, But I love the controlled chaos, And the way, The way it makes me feel inside, You looked me in the eye, As you met me at the door, I said I still love you like crazy but I'm not in love anymore, She said I know this might sound crazy, But it really doesn't phase me anymore, And I know I don't deserve this, But you're doing us a service, Cause I'm pretty sure this shouldn't be a chore, Shouldn't be a chore,
2.
Wii Tennis 04:49
My alarm clock screams Out of my cellphone It interrupts my dreams And leaves me feeling awful My knee hits the floor Though that flat air mattress Make my way to the door Though the mess of cans and bottles Cause this is just a shitty movie Actors have all but given up Not every story needs a hero If the villain just doesn't give a fuck So I'll clench my fists And try to attack With these broken wrists I have from defending for so long I know its never easy But really should it be this hard Is there any rhyme or reason Why things went so wrong So I'll do my best to get it But what are the odds Because trying to make sense of this Feels like stealing fire from the gods So I'll keep Playing Wii Tennis in the living room I don't plan on stopping soon Cause it reminds me of a time When only mom and dads lives were in ruin This is as good as it can get I hit the ball over the net I know the dark days are coming But baby they ain't coming yet Feeling stuck Like a war hero in peace time Out of luck And all but forgotten And the longer it goes The more its just accepted But I suppose It's not all that uncommon All the kids that I grew up with Are settling down as we grow older Some days I really want that Others all I care about is counterculture So I'll keep Playing Wii Tennis in the living room I don't plan on stopping soon Cause it reminds me of a time When only mom and dads lives were in ruin This is as good as it can get I hit the ball over the net I know the dark days are coming But baby they ain't coming yet From the start of every morning To the end of every night I put you to my lips to try and help me ease my mind And when my eyes are red enough you might just find Me playing Wii Tennis in the living room I don't plan on stopping soon Cause it reminds me of a time When only mom and dads lives were in ruin This is as good as it can get I hit the ball over the net I know the dark days are coming But baby they ain't coming yet
3.
Girl I'm sorry About all my insecurities And I'm sorry when I get that way I know it makes you worry Girl I'm sorry That I'm such an emo bitch But you know I just can't help myself I don't know what it is Ahh here we go again Another chance to prove myself As the dick I really am To the one I love the most But I still hope I get you high I hope I'm your reason to smile Cause there's no doubt in my mind That you're mine And maybe I'm Prince Charming in this fucked up fairytale Looks like the cards are on the table Baby we're too big to fail It's in the details Like nothing else I can recall Cause after all You're the ending to the sad song that I didn't know I needed It had become such a part of me I didn't realize I was singing And I don't know how long I've been waiting For you to change my tune Cause that memory is faded And it's not coming back soon Girl I worry You know it's just what I do I worry that I'll never change I worry I'll get old to you Girl I worry About every little thing I worry you're gonna leave me It's time for takeoff Cause we're just getting started But I know it doesn't feel that way And that's not what I want to call it So I'm on it Standing ready at attention So if you tell my story Please don't forget to mention That I'm Prince Charming in this fucked up fairytale Looks like the cards are on the table Baby we're too big to fail It's in the details Like nothing else I can recall Cause after all You're the ending to the sad song that I didn't know I needed It had become such a part of me I didn't realize I was singing And I don't know how long I've been waiting No I don't know how long I've been waiting No I don't know how long I've been waiting For you to change my tune Cause that memory is faded And it's not coming back soon
4.
Hippy Dave 03:29
Hello everyone I must be gone If you're reading this It has to mean that I've moved on On my way to a different highway See you on the other side But you know that's not what I had in mind I didn't know what I had lost til it was found Hurry up Oh hurry up Why can't we just slow the fuck down We'll take it slow Slow as you'd like Just because it's what you wanted doesn't mean that it was right Wan't to heave ahead But I don't know how If I'm not living in the past Where I am supposed to live now Cause you were true True til the end Thank you for being my friend Cause you were true True til the end Thank you for being my friend For being my friend For being my friend And even if your time has come Your memory is far from over It has only just begun And these days that's hard to find Though I hope you like where you're going I hope you miss what you left behind Cause I sure do Don't know what to try Pinch me to see if I'm still breathing To see if I'm still alive Cause you were true True til the end Thank you for being my friend Cause you were true True til the end Thank you for being my friend For being my friend Hello everyone Must be gone If you're reading this It has to mean that I've moved on

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released November 6, 2019

Guitar and vocals by Chris Bolin
Album art by Jason Keller

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